Tuesday, 04 September 2007

  • Dear John...


    I really wished you wouldnt go like this. I wanted to tell you how much
    you are loved by all of us... I guess this is too late now... But... Im
    glad I get to reveal my little secret to you the other day that I had a
    major crush on you when I was a teen. I remembered how you laughed when I finally told you this few weeks ago and I m glad I did. I remembered how great you were at acting- my favorite one was when u moved ur head ike a chicken. Boy, you were a pro! I remembered how you shaved ur hair off from the top of your head for your role in the play as an old man. I asked you why you did it, instead of telling me it was for the play-you teased and flirted back~ asking me if you looked good that way. *Laughing* You sure made me laugh so easily and this is what Iloved the most about you. I also remembered the moment I realized you knew I had a crush on you. You took my hand, as if you are about to kiss my hand but instead, you kissed your own hand! Ha... My face was so RED but I also laughed hard. You gave me your senior pic and I still have it. You didnt say, Oh, that kid! She annoys me but instead you appreciate me.


    Im grateful our paths crossed again and I had the chance to know you once again through your lovely sisters. You have been wonderful to your family- You have been there for many of us including myself.


    I know you had a difficult life and it may makes you feel frustrated from time to time. I know we have told you millionth time that you re doing so well today and that we are proud of you. Well... Im late here but I wanted to tell you- youre such a wonderful person and I know youwouldnt want us to be sad for you but to smile with the positive memories we have created together along with many others and I am trying my best right now- to smile for you.


    You are loved and remembered by many of us.




Comments (17)

  • funniah

    Arianne, thank you so much for a beautiful post about our brother. Thank you for being with our family last night at the hardest moment and thank you for having a leveled head at your shoulders. John really loved you and I bet he regrets not kissing your hand back then ;) xoxoxclarexoxo

  • dawnieo
    what a beautiful tribute to John- and may he rest in peace!
  • StaceMiller

    am so sorry to hear about john - heard the news from heidi today.

    may he rest in peace.

  • SpadeofLuck13

     Very Touchful Tribute Toward to John & the Cassidy Family..

    Rest in Peace..

    xo Amber & Family...

  • darfrazier10
    Godspeed, John, Godspeed. - Darren
  • dyansue
    aww-- love the blog you just wrote... thanks for reminding us how FUNNY he was... i surely do MISS him... thanks for sharing.. my thoughts are with the family and you!! i know john have loved you too! mwahs..
  • aaesetc
    oh yes, john has done many things that made us laugh and smile. may the memories keep us smiling and may he rest in peace.
  • soulfaery9

    Yeah, John will be dearly missed by me.. John can be wonderful person espeiscally for wyns kids. They loved him soo dearly!! I'm glad that I got to see him month ago at your place.. It was so fun playing the game with you all guys. I wish john didnt do this too, but ....  John's part of my extended family too. All of my hearts goes to cassidy family and my brother's family too. I'm really heartbroken over this.. I'm glad that you wrote beautiful blog for john. I had  tears to see whole pictures.. Thanks you.. marlena..

  • amberdrops

    no, it isnt-- too late, that is.  i think you told him you loved him by sharing your secret with him.

    cherish these memories, for they are a part of you and john.

  • smilinsoul
    beautiful. u hit the spot. and i agree with lmw. its not too late. hugs
  • LadyLeFors
    my condolences to the cassidy family and John's friends. I don't know the family but I'm sure it's a difficult moment right now.
  • Dragonfly2002
    Very beautiful... You made me realized how funny he was and acted like chicken! I remember that very clearly! He is missed and loved by many many people!
    may he rest in peace and The branch family sends condolence to Cassidy family.
  • Augirls21
    We send our condolence to the Cassidy family and friends.  Rest in peace, John.     
  • MishkaZena
    My condolence to you, Cassidy Family and the extended family.
  • brianriley1987gallygrad

    What a beautiful and loving tribute...

    Peace to all.

  • RJOx
    finally, i am here to catch up with your xanga and others' too! I broken and teared. Beautiful Blog about JC.
  • A_NewWorld
    Hello Ms. Arianne,
    You made your site so fancy and yet elegant. The pictures are a nice touch. I see that you don't post very often here!
    I like to write articles about God and religion on my site to help people to really get to know God, especially in these troubled times. 14 When the good news about the kingdom has been preached all over the world and told to all nations, the end will come. (Matthew 24:14) (CEV) I hope you get a chance to look at them.
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