It had just struck me recently that it has been exactly a year ago since Lynx was attacked by a dog.

I remembered I got a paged with messages,

"EMERGENCY, COME HOME NOW!"

"SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED TO LYNX, COME HOME NOW!"

"BE PREPARED WITH WHAT YOU ARE ABOUT TO SEE"

I remembered I drove 100 mph back to home from a bridal shower.

I remembered how Lynx looked, meowing all the time- starring in my eyes.

I remembered how lifeless her body was, but her eyes werent.

I remembered how the Veterinarian was so encouraging about putting her to sleep.

I remembered how I cried and cried.

I remembered how I became angry at the Veterinarian and ignored my veterinarian's recommendations. 

I remembered how determined I was to save Lynx.

I rememebered how confused I was.

I remembered how she walked for the first time.

I remembered how she had no interest to eat for almost 2 weeks.

I remebered not knowing what to do but to follow my insticts.

I rememebered losing so much tears.

I remembered how I changed my room just for Lynx's accessibility.

I remembered when she finally walked again, ate and pooped for the first time.

I rememebered cheering for her.

I remembered how other cats rejected Lynx.

I remembered how angry I was, wanting to sue the dog owner, the Vet hospital especially myself for not being there when the attack happened.

I remembered how my friends and families were very supportive.

I remembered beautiful messages my friends have left on my xanga blog.

I rememebered I found a wonderful veterinarian, Dr. Freeman.

I rememebered Dr. Freeman told me, "Lynx will be alright, just continue doing what you have been doing."

I remembered praying and hoping Lynx will be alright.

Here is a video in honor of Lynx. *Warning, graphics arent pretty*

I am a happy cat!

My siblings finally accepted me back!

Ahh, this is a long due bath!

More, more more please!

Wow! This felt so good napping with my sister once again!

Okay, my turn!

Yep, Lynx is doing wonderful! Her big gap is starting to thin up now (skin closing). Apparently there will be no surgery needed for her skin because it is healing beautifully! Last week the doctor checked Lynx's hind right leg to see why she is still limping since that she is able to MOVE her tail! He realized that she may had a fracture and it has healed in a wrong way. (Oh ffffff that emergency hospital- THEY TOLD ME THEY DID A FULL BODY X-RAYS and THERE WAS NOTHING BROKEN!) I controlled myself and discussed with the doctor about her leg. I went to her emergency hospital requesting a full report from them with x-rays that they had took when Lynx first brought to the hospital. To my surprise, they said they would send it to my current vet. *Crossing my fingers*. God knows what I would do if my current vet confirmed that she had a fracture leg and that the emergency vet had missed it.

Lynx can run now! (Of course to avoid taking medication from me ha) and she is starting to walk outside and rest on the new made deck. After the attack, she was so afraid and always stayed in my bedroom, 24/7! Now sometime she would hang out in my backyard or the living room.

Yay, I am happy Lynx is happy!